Oh Dios Mio!

Well, I have really done it now, and I am starting to wonder what the hell did I get myself into now? So the person I have been talking too, I have decided to leave out all names due to certain reasons I don't feel like explaining. We talked last night and they were getting ready to go out with their significant other, yes they have one of those I didn't know, and well in front of a big group of people guess what the topic of conversation was, yep ME! Oh joy! Pretty much I was bad mouthed by everyone at the table but two people the one I talk too and the best friend, the significant other refers to me as the "internet boyfriend" I pose this question, if you are in a serious relationship would you really have time to be online talking to someone for 3+ hrs pretty much every night? I don't feel like I have done anything wrong, I haven't been overly flirting or asked this person out nor will I, but I will not stop talking to them because I do enjoy their company immensly so I guess I am in a bind. They are going on a beach trip and evidently that is going to be the end of the relationship, but I will not be a rebound sorry. It's times like these I am thankful to know Cara, I swear she is the only person I can talk too about this stuff, I just don't have anyone else to talk too about this situation, so thanks Nuts for listening :) I will keep you updated on the situation, I am sure it will only get worse knowing my luck.

In other news, we are all pitching in to help my grandmother, her house was hit pretty hard by the storms the other night. She lost power, cable, and has some really bad damage in her backyard, a tree split in half and came down on her backyard garage! She said she was in her closet and the whole entire house was shaking and she was asking God, "please make it stop" thank God she is alright! I rode the storms out at my neighbors, yes you can laugh at me for being a wimp and not wanting to be alone, but I have been thru a tornado, and I wasn't going thru another one by myself. On a side note the tornado siren is freaking loud in this town! Luckily we didn't get hit as hard as Kokomo. It's funny before the first tornado hit I never took the warnings very serious at all, because I thought oh it's not gonna hit us. Now after the tornado in 98 every warning that comes out I get my little supply kit ready for anything :)

Alright I am out, last night of my adult class I teach! Also a big night on big brother, that evil midget eric will hopefully be voted out.